My show got cancelled Sunday, and I wanted to kill it. I’m so ready and so hyped to jump on stage in front of hundreds of kids who love music as much as I do. It’s amazing to see the faces of people who love my work, and I love giving them a night to think about and be like “that kid was awesome live”. Ugh, I had so many visions and little thoughts about how it would be…Damnet. S’all good…I’m thinking about this certain thing way too much and it’s been bothering me for days now. I’ll sleep on it though. That’s me filling ya’ll in though, just ‘cause I want ya’ll to have a good dosage of my real feelings. Peace yaaaaaw’ll.

So you know it’s real

I missed out…Which is why I’m like this. Which is why I hold her to myself like some kid. I don’t want to take her for granted because I’m scared that it’ll all go away tomorrow. She’s the only one helping me, and the only one who wants to be helped. It might not work between us, we’re only young but I don’t want to think of and about that. I just want to live. I’m happy. Leave me at that I guess. I’ve never had something like this before, and I missed out on young-cool-love-type-stuff because I was caught up in somebody who wasn’t even worth it in the end. I was also travelling and chasing my dream and gave up being young for it. But you? You make me feel young…

You make me feel like I never missed out.

Because I’m experiencing it all with you.

and if I’m wrong and this doesn’t work out then I guess it didn’t…But at least I had memories, and a good time.